Thursday, June 29, 2006

The Constant Factor

I've just watched The Truman Show.
Today is one rare early day for me.
My most recent 2.4km timing: 1 year older = 1 minute slower
I missed my mum's birthday, mother's day and father's day this year, without a wish.
I have not drawn for a year.
I talk to strangers almost everyday.
I'm starting school full time come August.
But I can't bid for my time table cuz I logged in late to see no slots left available. I'm still full time at work, but transferred out of Paragon.
Current location: Compass Point
I visited the dentist for the first time since after army 2 years back.
My last KTV was 3 weeks ago.
The last time I can sing like myself was 2 months back. Throat doesn't seem to recover fully.
My last soccer game was a month ago. It used to be daily.
My last match with Messina Greats was 3 months ago. It is a weekly commitment.
I spent majority of my active time talking to strangers.
At work, I am in the process of self discovery, and at the same time, losing my usual self.
I discover more flaws than pros.
I am still with me, just that I've lost my passions to life.
It was an unpleasant change.

Change is required to fuel the progress of life. The fuel burns an element called passion in the natural reaction. As a result, life goes on.