Nothing but whining.. I need life man.. Help

Fuck this whole damn week. Screwed up during the working days, and boredom invades when I'm finally freed from work. Not that I'm whining about having work to do, but things just goes wrong. No dates + no cash + no company + boredom= no life. There hasn't been much entertainment lately. The rain outside the window is provoking the dampened spirits.

I spent the whole morning watching pirated VCDs taken from Robert. The camera man who shot the Johnny English simply sux. If he can't get a good seat, then don't film it! Taken from the front rows, it was fustrating to see every fuck shit slanted. No soccer today, no extented hours of mahjong, no movies... Only me, myself, my room, my book, my com. Even my PS2 is showing temper. The pin broke when I plugged it out from the holes. Damned.

Just saw Jialong's blog. Man he's enjoying every bit of life. I kinda get jealous of him as I whine all this crap in front of the screen, while it's pouring hell outside. What a lonely Sunday. Don't even feel like having lunch.

Last night's mahjong with the monkey clan was terrible. Morale hit rock bottom when I entered the game as they were into their 6th round. I gave my virgin "bao qing" to Robert. Somemore it's "man tai". The songs from Simon's mp3 player were also contributing to the irritating headache.

I took over 2 duties for this week. The second duty was rather hectic. My duty clerk is a first timer, and a newly enlisted (less than a month old) soldier. Thankfully this chubby fellow is willing to learn, but handling a newbie is still a chore. He had my DO account an intruder locked out by entering the wrong password thrice (and he's certain he got it correct), and that leads to some extra shitty chores. Next, someone called the ops room to look for me. Chubby called me while I was on the bike to clear armskotes, and told me "Sir, Div 1 Commander is looking for you!" What the hell was that?? Div 1? Is there such a division? And he is so damn sure about it. I called back later, and it's DY Commander... It was a late night for me as I ended up teaching the bugger how to be a duty clerk. And he snores.

On the night Eugene's on duty, Boss gave a late arrow. Man it's 11 pm, and we were tasked to finish a report. Poor Eugene who stayed up the night before playing "Dead or Alive Beach Volleyball", was deprived of his much needed rest. He dozed off a couple of times while thinking how to phrase the shit. The report was finished at 1am, as the most no effort report ever did by us.

Hell do I need to add some spice to my life. I need to find entertaining activities that can be done alone. Something more enriching and active than gaming or reading. Maybe some community service or self travelling? With boredom like this corroding me, I might as well go back to Chinablack and put on my superman suit.